Korilakkuma phonestrap get!!!

I love how it lights up when I receive text messages.. *heart*heart*heart*heart*heart

excuse the bad picture quality... the only camera I have with me at the moment is my camera phone... Korilakkuma is lighter colour in real-life orz...

Despite having a bio test tomorrow, I'm still enjoying myself by reading Bleach.
I'm worthless!!! I wish I was a strawberry...

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ISN'T RILAKKUMA(brown bear) IS CUTEST MASCOT EVER?! though I like Korilakkuma(the white bear) too...

I fall to tiny things with round eyes and small mouth aarghh!!! *fails



but C'mon! Guys love it too... :D

I'M SORRY MOK! BUT EVER SINCE I KNEW YOU WERE CALLED SIMON TOO I GET THIS GHEY PICTURE IN MY HEAD EVERYTIME I THINK OF YOU~



I'M SO SORRY FOR BEING SO WEIRD!!! I don't deserve such a nice friend like you...
I FAAAAAAAAIL orz||||

( and a younger Simon )

more info at -> http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tengen_Toppa_Gurren_Lagann

MY TABLET DIED ON ME WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY?????????!!!!!!!

Any good tablets to recommend? Bamboo by WACOM seems affordable... but is it as good as Graphire3?

"
I don't need friends
Friends who used me
Friends who were never there for me
why have friends that will hold me back?

I'm going to live my life the way I want, however I want!
do whatever I want, whenever I want!!

I don't want to give a damn on what other people thinks! I don't want to care how others feel!!
If nobody understands me, why should I try to understand them?!
"

Playing "The World Ends With You" made me realized how my thinking used to be like Neku. Maybe it's due to the fact that I never had anyone I could rely on, nor anyone I could turn to for help, I learn to help myself. Yet apart from growing to be independent, I begin to isolate myself from the world around me.
I never believed in things such as "BFF" (best friends forever).
I sunk so deep in my own depression to the point where I wanted my life to end.

However, reality is, no matter how hard we long for happiness, we cannot avoid betrayal, lost and heartbreaks.
Humans lie; the truth hurts.

as quoted in The World Ends With You,
"Give up on yourself and you give up on the world.
The world ends with you!"

There are times when we think that we are all alone, but really, we never were. My family, Phz, Onion, Azu, Zeonz, Kahao and everyone I hold dear made me realized that there are still people I care for in this world.

I do not wish for my world, however small it may be, to end.


...games that make you think... damn, I really love The World Ends With You...

I just spent my last 4 hours playing this game...
T__T
I love all the characters...

I walked back after school while carrying a whole stack of PureMaths past-years paper. Luckily Cassie was there to assist me... I don't know how I'll ever carry 77 stacks of papers back to my apartment. T__T CASSIE I'M SO GRATEFUL!!!

Volunteering to do something makes me happy. I don't know why a lot of people think that I'm stupid for volunteering to help the class to photocopy stuff...

A nice guy thanked me after class though... I WAS SO HAPPY because he was a nice looking guy with an air of maturity GEEZ I'M SUCH A SIMPLETON!

Most of my school-mates has gone out shopping and to eat dinner. I knew I said I want to study at home, but right now I don't know what to eaaaaat aaargggghhhh!!!

I do well individually, or in a group of 2 to 3 close friends. But in groups conversation and gangs I fail...

Maybe it's because I was brought up this way, to have no interested in gossip and meaningless stuff... I feel somewhat left-out and disappointed.

rereading One Piece made me love Luffy all over again~

LUFFY, ZORO, SANJI, NAMI, ROBIN, CHOPPER, FRANKY, USOPP AND EVEN BROOKE!!! AAAAAHHHHH EVERYONE IS SO COOOOOOL!!!!!!

Such a pity Paulie didn't join the Straw Hats... he's so funny!!!!

chapter 485... IS SO TOUCHING AAAAHHHH THE LOYALTY OF A NAKAMA! Zoro!! Despite being fictional, you're so cool!!!!!!!!! I have new respect for you~ AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

*

Putting the joy of fangirling aside, my results are bullshit! T__T; I think I failed chemistry...

WHY?????!?!!??!?!?!?!?!!?!?!!??!?!

OH YEAH BABEH~~~

Now after my housemates have gone to sleep, I can read HARD CORE GHEY P0R- stuff on wikipedia and other internet sources.

I WANT TO CELEBRATE BY DOING A REALLY CONPLICATED CG! But a lot of stuff happened lately at school and I'm really worn out to do much...

p.s
aaahhh!!! dodgerscrubs ! Please let me know if you've received the hibirds yet! T__T;;

だから
ぼくはあなたの友達です！！

Damn I love my brother's computer... it's a HUGE SCREEN GAMING DESKTOP AND ANTI-LAG WTH...

anyways,

Wesak Days brings about a lot of nostalgic memories. Mostly it's memories of my mom taking me to "fo jiao hui" (temple) when I was young. We would 'bath' a little buddha statue by showering it with a scoop of water. I always hit the buddha's head with the wooden scoop by accident since I am clumsy and all. My mom would tell me "don't beat the buddha!" and I would reply "hehe..." with a *swt and OTL|||

We went to the local temple again this year by the request of a friend of mine. We haven't been there for a few years now... walking with her through the row of flowers towards the little 'bathing' buddha made me realized how huge I've grown since we last went. Previously I could barely see the buddha that awaits his splash of cool, holy water. Hence my mom would have to carry me and help me with my scoop.

Today the 'bathing' buddha looked so small in comparison of the impression that it left on me several years back. No longer had I had to struggle to lift the scoop of water over his head.

"Make a wish." my mom said.

I wished for good health and happiness.

My mind must have wandered off elsewhere as the wooden scoop I held in my hand slipped and hit the buddha's head with a "tonk".

"Don't beat the buddha!" my mom said in her usual kind smile.
And after so many years,
"hehe..." was still my reply.

my Vongola Guardian Cloud Ring came~ hahahahahaha! thank you so much phzblue for getting it for me! *heart*

( photos )

(entry based on Katekyo Hitman Reborn manga/anime)

so I came back 2 nights ago and met up with phz, reonz and zeronion at a small coffee house. *cough*KoreanCoffeePrinceDramaInfluence*cough*

It was only a small meet up of a bunch of otakus... Phz helped inform Zeonz and I told Onion... I didn't call KahHao or anyone else... orz... BUT BUT BUT I STILL THINK OF YOU DAY AND NIGHT VEGETABLE! @___@

The coffee there was gross and shit expensive compared to the godly ~*~*~*STARBUCKS*~*~*. Zeonz and I were like (O△O);;; NO WAAAAAIIIIII!!!!!!!! at the menu!

Actually Zeonz didn't show any expression... but I knew I was screaming along that line in my head!

Phz arrived shortly after we got our drinks.
Onion came lastlate as usual...(?!) I thought he wouldn't come... (TTmTT);;;

I can't believe I was only gone for 3 weeks! It seems like ages since I last saw them. Phz looks so edible in her leonardo lippi hairstyle~ KYAAAA~~~ I hope she doesn't cut it!!!
*SCREAMS* I LOVE YOU PHZZZZZ!!!!!

Onion and Zeonz look so cool too! Onion's hair reminds me of this man-eating dinosaur from Jurassic Park 3... BADASS ALRIGHT!
AAAAHHHHH MY BEST FRIENDS ARE SO HANDSOME!!!!!!!!AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!*faints*

WHY CAN'T I BE COOL LIKE THEM?!?!?!??!?! WHYYYYYY?!?!??!?!??!? (TT____TT);;;

oh well... I'll be going back to college on monday morning... SHIET I'M GOING TO MISS ALL OF YOU!!!!

and thankyou thankyou thankyou for the CDs!!! T__T If any of you come by my place, please let me know so we can go REDBOX KARAOKE YEAH after I come back from school! *bad student

welcome back home rh~

phz, reonz, cheryl, zeronion and gang... I look forward to chatting with you on msn!

SHIT WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME
on the first day of college I dropped and broke my glasses.
on the second day of college I dropped and broke my laptop.
on the third day of college I walked right into a glass sliding-door twice.
and for the god-knows-how-many-times, I hit my head while boarding and getting off my school van.

Luckily my laptop is still usable...

My house-mate is so nice! She offered to buy and stick some stickers on our apartment glass sliding-door... but of course I stopped her.

today while entering a lift to go to starbucks, the elevator doors closed on me and I got sandwiched. A nice couple in the lift was quick enough to pull me in before I died. I think the elevator's sensors broke orz...

classes are ok. I think our chem teacher has a fetish for calling my name and making answer random questions...
It'd be cool if I had been able to answer the questions CORRECTLY... and even cooler if she didn't pronounced my name as "Ryohei"... which is making me feel very stupid with every passing minute.

While waiting for the school van to go to school on friday, I realized I forgotten to bring my maths notes TO THE EXTREME and had to rush up my apartment to get them. I returned covered in cold sweat, just in time to jump abroad the van (and hit my head on the van door in the process).

Another time I got REALLY HUNGRY (skipped lunch) during chem class. My stomach growled so loud, the guy who was sitting beside me laughed... though I wondered if he was laughing at me or something else...

I try to hide in the library most of the time because I kept tripping over chairs and tables at the school cafeteria.

actually I trip over chairs in the school library too... but it's quiet and there's less people there so... orz

SOME DAY I'LL BE COOLER!!!!!!

I saw and met many people with similar names and appearances as people I used to know.
But the people that I saw and met were nothing like the people I used to know. It's a strange feeling.

new friends ; old friends...

nothing in the world can ever replace those people.

(Note to <lj-user="starchanchan"! I'm sorry, but I think the cgs will take a little longer than expected since the only time I can draw/cg is on saturday morning when my housemates are still asleep since we only have one study table in our apartment at the moment... orz)

started college yesterday. Life has been so-so so far. My room/house-mates are really nice! Though none of them have any interest in anime T___T;;

Our lecturers have been awesome! Today Ms/Mrs(?) M.K. managed to cover 1 and a half chapter of bio within 4 hours. My brain exploded right there and then.
Everyone seems so smart (TTmTT);; *intimidated

anyways...
I'M INTERNET DEPRIVED!!!!!!! T___________________T

My neighbour's internet is so weak it keeps disconnecting on meeee!!!
and my college don't allow us to chat or blog... actually I think I can still do the latter at my college's library... but it's hard because only a few students (just me?) bring their laptop to the school library and my friends keep looking over mine with this "what are you looking at?" curiosity...

I had to try to cover the monitor and say "NO NO NO DON'T LOOK!!"
yeah... it's rather amusing XD *swt

that's it! tomorrow I'll be going to starbucks to leech some internet!!