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went to watch Boltz with See Yun, Menglin, Kaishun and Kahao today. It was a good movie! Kaishun also got a GPen for me~ it is very difficult to use and I ended up getting ink all over myself.

I am feeling down for no reason at all!

Tonight will be my last night at my apartment with my housemates. I am glad that I will be able to go home soon... and yet, I am kind of sad.

Family might sell/rent off our house and move away some time next year, not that it matters to me since I'll be moving in a dorm near my college at the start of next year.

I won't be paying for internet at my new dorm...but now I won't even have internet if I go home? Not that there will be home... ack... I only have until december?!

uhh... time really flies. I seriously HAVE to finish all my projects by the end of this year.

i'm allergic to sea food too?!

My dad bought giant prawns. I know that whenever I eat too much fish or shrimps my brain kind of swells and I feel nauseous and sick.

but they were GIGANTIC and and and mom's cooking SMELLED SO GOOD! T____T; I decided to try just one!!!

I'm not sure if it's the prawns or a bowl of cabbage soup I had for dinner. I can barely stand up now. bleargh.. I feel like throwing up.

and my brother thought it was a great idea to paint his figurines on my study table. Now it's covered in acrylics, epoxy and super glue. I want to kick him. But the floor spins just by standing up. He's a lucky bastard today.

LOOOOL AWAKE AND BLOGGING AT 5AM!!! My roommate shall be ashamed of me if she finds out...

Last night/this morning I had an incredible dream of an old friend of mine (which we shall scientifically refer to as 'X')! Except we were at my current college!! It was wtf-ish, as I was still in my primary uniform and carrying a huge schoolbag. I just moved into town so I didn't know anyone. Not that I knew anyone from the island I was born or the city where I spent my younger days at.
I sat with X in class.

During lunch break, Friend X pulled me and said "Let's go to the cafeteria"! , I nodded in reply and followed closely behind.

The cafeteria was empty, so we easily found a place to sit. I ordered a hot cup of coffee since I'm a coffee addict. Friend X sat opposite me started to embark a mission to consume a can of coke, fried noodles, a bowl of rice, a plate of chicken and various gluttonous things. We sat together and ate in a strangely comfortable silence. I think the only thing I said in a timid, barely audible voice was something like "Coke isn't healthy".
X laughed.

Then my senior at college Saratha shows up and said "HI FRIEND" to me. Suddenly the cafeteria was packed full with people and I saw some of my friends from secondary school. They waved at me and I waved back. X looked over to them and smiled, saying "You're ok now" before getting up to leave.

I woke up after that. I haven't heard from X for so long. But don't worry, X is fine. I know this because I used to sit beside an empty seat in primary and ate alone in the cafeteria.

All these years I never mentioned or brought up friend X to anyone. I think everyone would be spooked by a person who hallucinates as a child to the point of no return.
That aside, I realised how happy I felt that X never let me realised that my mind was playing tricks on me until my dad asked me one day "who are you talking to?"
and yet, it made me very, very sad...

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